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ok by far.....

2004-08-29T16:58:37Z

the greatest feeling is when you walk into a bar after 12am and the bouncer asks for your ID and you give it to him, he scans it and it blinks 21, 21, 21. and he looks up and says "YEAH WE GOT A BIRTHDAY IN THE HOUSE" and you walk through the crowd and everyone is looking at you and wishing you a happy birthday, and then you get to the bar and order your first legal shot and your first legal beer.

needless to say i had the biggest smile on my face that i've had in a loooong time.

im not sure how to even start...

2004-08-10T06:30:48Z

well one things for sure my insides have felt like they have vanished, i still care about everything but i have an odd way of showing. today i looked at myself in the mirror and my eyes just looked so lost and lifeless, almost like sheer terror. but im not scared fo anything

i cant sleep. the past three nights i've woken up 7 times each night. it's pissing me off because i either am dead tired at work or i miss a day like today because i can't get up. i dont know whats wrong with me.

it's almost im happy to be pissed off at either myself or the world. i still have a great time, but at the same time i have this ungodly hate for things. my thoughts are that its just a phase, and like all phases, they are outgrown.

so if i seem strange i would say this is why.

timealone13 @ 2004-08-04T21:30:00

2004-08-05T01:30:24Z

Your Love Style Is...
Caring!

You seem to have it all worked out. You are emotional strong, warm and know how to love. More importantly you think with both your head and your heart allowing you to handle all romantic situations calmly. How did you get this smart!!

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t minus 27 days and counting!

2004-08-02T22:33:04Z

holy shit.

a whole lot of nothing has kept me away from you for oh so long.

i'm still drinking like crazy and still being my usual self. so no complaint there.

the band broke up over stupid reasons.

i have to get shit ready for school, my interview is coming up.

i held a surprise party for joey grayo at my house, 'twasn't too shabby.

my birthday is coming up soon.

well thats it.
•chris

holy mother of god in heaven

2004-07-05T17:55:29Z

dear lord what a beautiful day yesterday was. beer-b-q was a huuuuge success. 4 kegs and a new winner was added to the beer pong cow. i wish i could remember it all but god damn i know it was fun. everyone and they're mother was there. we had bocce on the side, pong in the back, burgers and dogs cooking on the deck crab legs going all around and smiles under the tent. holy shit i just cant believe how great it was. i took the liberty on shooting bottle rockets out of my mouth. 3 to be exact, pictures and a video clip of it. i did burn my lip pretty bad though on the last one so that kind of sucked, but it was on video so it wasnt that bad.
at this moment i must congratulate team cracker black(matt white and dougie doo). the 2004 winners of beer pong. it was an outstanding game, they still won after being stripped of the title and being accused of cheating all day. fucking awesome.
i also realize im the best talker when it comes to politics, thats actually a huge lie, im just that dude that sits there and makes wise cracks and boy to people hate it haha.
me and my sister need to combined forces and make a beer pong team, i think we would be unstoppable.

timealone13 @ 2004-06-23T19:04:00

2004-06-23T23:05:07Z

I started to ache when I started to think of you.
Wondering how long it would take
before I step into something new.
There's only so much I can fake.
There's only so much that I can prove.
Well, do it in a minute,
I could go play the fool for you.

Lights, camera, action.
I think I'm going for it this time.
There's something you should listen to.
Could I take you for a car ride?
This is the soundtrack for our movie.
Would you tell me when we get to the best part?
I'll play it for ya
Oh no, I think I've lost this one.
Can we try again?

Well I'm a wreck.
I really can't explain it but I,
I hear the music when I look at you.
Orchestrating the song to accommodate the moment.
Well, I'm so in love with you.

Are you looking for an answer?
Because I could really use a friend tonight.
We can make this last forever.
We don't have to fear the sunlight.

Well I'm a wreck.
I really can't explain it but I,
I hear the music when I look at you.
Orchestrating the song to accommodate the moment.
Well, I'm so in love with

I'll take a chance and steal away this movie moment.

I'm in deep whenever I'm with you.
I'm directing the scene that has you and me forever.
We'll I'm so in love with...

yet another reason i love them...

2004-06-22T22:22:33Z

Slowly the pen touches paper in the guidance of the words that you write. Memories roll in; of the things you once did and who you had shared them with. Is somebody thinking of you? Did I bother telling you this, with the words that cross teeth and jump lips? A poor choice of words, in wanting to tell you anything. But words don't come with ease. They're forever my hurt. Would it really matter, if you were to count the days left with your hands? Your focus secure and the loves you left; well smiles staged in photographs here until...You, you left the light on. There's a chance I might have tripped, girl You were there to hold on. Ignoring the words of your obnoxious little brother; kill or be killed spilled the words from your mother. I'll lay awake for a while I'll leave the light on a while. But you couldn't last a lifetime. Caught between here and the days of it; carving her name across your arm with every wish. It's hit or miss... her. I told you so. I measured distance in lines departing the rest of my life. But you, you, you... you had better things to do liar, liar, liar, liar. If you get put to sleep, like an old dog, you're better off. If you get put to sleep; I've been cautious with the words I extend. Allow this year before the world starts to end. Your father's dead. He passed in his sleep, and I woke to the sounds of her crying. Your father's dead. He passed in his sleep. Pray for us all.

quit your life and stay with me.

2004-06-22T02:25:47Z

well lets see...
everything has been going pretty well for me lately. but some things i can improve on. nothings been going on with the band and im ok with it, because i have softball to worry about and other things.

so last night i decided im buying a new bed, only because my old one stabbed the shit out of me. so im going to buy a new one on wednesday, my whole paycheck right to a bed and im iight with that usually im pissed when it goes to new clothes but then i wear them and im like yeeeeeeah! but im looking into ikea and target so we'll see what i decide.

softball..meh i'll go there a little bit...i played an awesome first inning and then an alright game, i hit every time up to bat and made it to first. the team played pretty well, not too bad of a show.
•chris

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I’m a mess, I guess.
It’s what I asked for, it’s what I needed.
Well, you know me better than that,
Or at least you did and something happened.
But once again something’s happened.
The confidence you held in us is the rope we almost hung ourselves with.
At times I wonder if we really took the steps to break right through it.
I know that there were better days, but to see the light and to feel the rays.
Life was always back and forth and we were idling or making useless progress.
Waiting for the rain to stop.
Destination: beautiful.
Seems that I’m still waiting for the sun.
Someday will come back to us, if you’re willing let it go.
Why won’t you just let this be your sun?
It seems like yesterday we had the world our way.
But some day we’re heading for destruction.

I’ll ask you what in the world should we do?
This light is green our break is through.
Are we not trying or are we trying too hard?
Well, you know I never want to miss,
I hold on tight and reminisce.
But it’s bittersweet to me.
When time stands still as it’s trapped inside
The letterbox you gave back to me.
But I’m the one who keeps on reading.
But I’m the one who wants to let it go.
I’m the first to speak.
You’re the last to know.
Another scene that we’re creating,
I need to know if we’re still making useless progress.

timealone13 @ 2004-06-18T00:24:00

2004-06-18T04:25:22Z

suma bitch

2004-06-17T03:43:17Z

hey peoples...

so today i didnt go to work because i got like an hour and a half worth of sleep due to i dont know what....and it sucked.

so i finally woke up around 3:30 and i was just hanging in my room and ry called me and asked me if i was up for going to the phillies game, see we were supposed to go to the game tomorrow but due to the lady we work with being out for her daughters graduation we cant leave the new girl by herself, so we can't go the the b.p.s tomorrow. so we went tonight, me culls and ry. and it was rained out so we have tickets for tomorrow. which is a double header and were pissed cause that would have been awesome. but now i have tickets for tomorrow because ry has a hockey game. so me and my dad may go. but the park is beautiful, first time i was there.

wow my head just went blank...im done.
•chris

boredom

2004-06-14T04:46:20Z

C	Charming
H	Hilarious
R	Radiant
I	Intelligent
S	Skillful

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and now for something completely different...

this weekend was a blast.

friday i fell asleep around 1230. which was awesome because i needed my energy for the party on saturday...that aaaaand i was beat from SEWING the togas.

saturday was the toga party. what a great fucking time. all of our friends were there in togas. burgers and dogs. pong. last supper picture(all the "brothers" in togas around the pong table. funneling. drunken bastard winner. queen of the party revieled. my mom and dad showing up and dancing, especially dad doing the perculator.

sunday waking up getting some breaky, then heading over to the field to play softball. it was an extremely good game. and then tgi fridays and harry potter.

good good weekend.
•chris

timealone13 @ 2004-06-12T17:10:00

2004-06-12T21:16:13Z

well tonight is the night alpha sigma sigma(haha) toga party/beer-b-q. it's going to be so much fun. i can wait. if your interested and want to come give my phone a ring-a-ding i'll give ya directions and show up in your toga. $8 to eat and drink in a toga $10 to eat and drink without a toga.
•chris

ry how weird is this?

2004-06-12T01:31:05Z

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timealone13 @ 2004-06-09T23:56:00

2004-06-10T04:06:26Z

hey guys.

so these last two days have been softball. yesterday we tore it up in the first 2 innings and then after that it was all down hill. we did win however. i beleive the score was 25-18. we walked 14 of those runs in though. tisk tisk tisk. today we lost i think the score was bad i think i cant remember but i'll just repost the score on here tomorrow and if you read it already then you won't know, but if you read it later in the day you have no idea. ha ha.

so after the game i spent 30 mins looking for my stolen wallet. i was furious, but i kept cool and retraced my steps only to call my house and have my dad told me someone returned it to my house. they found it at the pizza hut on frankford ave. so props to him for getting that back to me. nothing was missing from it which was awesome but hard to believe. the wallet went from vogt playground to the pizza hut. thats a good 6-7 blocks. i never keep money in my wallet and thats why. however i'm going to take my money out tomorrow when my check clears and cancel the card or see if they can put a security device on it just in case if they wrote down my numbers.

alright well thats it. tomorrow is work, gym and harry potter. but i will leave you on this note....

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timealone13 @ 2004-06-08T00:27:00

2004-06-08T04:32:53Z

hey guys. it's been awhile. did you miss me? i haven't been busy, just havent had anything really to update. first of all congratulations to all who graduated this year especially joe, lee, nick and dan.

there really is nothing to post, but i am alive. key notes, i've upped my work out schedule and i go down the shore on the weekend.

other than that shits been awesome. i cant complain.
•chris

timealone13 @ 2004-05-23T13:40:00

2004-05-23T17:47:18Z

ok first things first. flyers lost, im a little pissed off about that. this is the first time i really thought of it since last night.

last night asc played which was fun. no one showed up for the other bands so i felt bad for them, but we racked in the crowd. we played our show a good set i thought. gi joe came and came on up and sang with us, we played songs we haven't played in ages. but it was a great time, lil j also came up and screamed. it was so much fun. so there you have it. thanks to everyone who came out to support, especially dan, nick and joe, lee....what happened bro?

after the show we went to dougie fresh's graduation party, it was cool i had a lot of fun. pong, boat races it was awesome. i took on four girls in flip cup and beat them, it was great. i was king for about a minute.

well im hanging around for a bit and i'll figure something out.
•chris•

timealone13 @ 2004-05-10T19:04:00

2004-05-10T23:21:02Z

this weekend was awesome after 2 weeks of sitting in i finally went out and drank quite a bit.

friday we had a softball game...enough said about that. after the game we got a quarter keg and headed back to the house and hung out and drank, played pong and had an awesome time.

saturday i watched the game and hit up the gym and when i got back my mom and dad were going to scola and kim's serinade. that was such a great time. it was pretty much a block party in south philly and he sang to her and we were drinking and amazing italian food pretty much just having an awesome time and then ended up back at cappy's. then me, my mom and dad, uncle mike and aunt lisa hit up talk of the town. after that we were driving home and wound up in the front street drag races, five people in an envoy racing a suped up probe they were all laughing at us and were confused about us being there and my dad was like, were going were racing and they flagged us and we took off clearly loosing but the probe pulles out about half way there. he didnt even take the whole 1/4 mile. so we won. drag racing and cheesesteakies on saturdays at 3am are phenoniminal although it wasnt geno's you know how it goes.

sunday went to church and then when we got back we had breakfast and then we went to both grandmom's. ate some great food and ran around with the kids with mike it was great. after eating i headed over to the house and it was raining a little bit so we played asshole and then headed over to vogt to play wiffle ball, in the dark on the tennis quarts with the orange lights shinning on us. it was so much fun, shan came down and played for a little bit and beat my ass with a wiffle ball bat and left. it was so awesome to see her i missed her a lot.

5 more days....

2004-05-04T02:29:31Z

oh hewo! im the homestar runner and this is a website.

so aside from this weekend sucking ass. today turned out to be an ok day.

i walked into class and realized that they were setting up for the showcase and that class was in the computer lab today and we were supposed work on an old project or something like that, so i decided i was going to catch up on the work that im missing. two down and three to go, but i should have them all done by next week.

i went to work today, and since mike was promoted we were shifting things and making acceptable to our sytle. yeah except only the opposite. me and ry had a disease draft. boy was that fun. 20 rounds of pickin diseases haha some of the shit we thought of was nuts. after the draft we decided were going to make the diseases properties on a monopoly board and play. then after work kristen sat there an judged which disease would kick ass. ry won...i hope you get polio.

after i got off the train i came back here and started more work 3 out of 5. not bad im almost there. now im trying to go out but funbags isnt answering his phone.

•chris•

thanks MB this was really cool to see...

2004-05-02T06:30:29Z

C - You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
H - You are not judgemental.
R - You are a social butterfly.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
S - You are very broad minded.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
O - You are very open-minded.
P - You are very friendly and understanding.
H - You are not judgemental.
E - You are a very exciting person.
R - You are a social butterfly.

spell your name and post it in your journal
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
D - You have trouble trusting people.
E - You are a very exciting person.
F - Everyone loves you.
G - You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H - You are not judgemental.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
J - Jealousy.
K - You like to try new things.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
O - You are very open-minded.
P - You are very friendly and understanding.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - You are a social butterfly.
S - You are very broad minded.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
U - You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V - You have a very good physical and looks.
W -You like your privacy .
X - You never let people tell you what to do .
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.
Z- You're always fighting with someone.

look outside your f.m dial.....

2004-05-01T03:37:55Z

today was the longest day in the history of the world.

well lets start off like this.

so after schooling and working we had our first softball game of the season, ok so we lost 20-8, its ok we had so much fun. after that we drank and that was amazing. after a lot of shots and a lot of beer i passed the fuck out.

woke up today and i was like eff this today is going to lick nutsack. and indeed it did. i am just so freaking sore and i was not in the mood at all.
work took forever to be over. boo.
and then we had another game tonight which was awesome. of course we got the piss kicked out of us 13-1, but we still had fun.
now im home drinking and playing video games.

bordom is killer
•chris•

timealone13 @ 2004-04-29T08:49:00

2004-04-29T12:55:30Z

flyers definitley lost. i'm upset.

school was ok, work was ok, the day was ok.

the "north bay warriors"(my team i created in nhl 2004) are kicking tremendous ass.

well im going to school.
•chris•

timealone13 @ 2004-04-27T01:25:00

2004-04-27T05:32:51Z

thank you, thank you...let me ask you something, how ya feeling tonight?
good well fuck you!

today was very productive. first of all the think tank ended today :(

two reasons why im sad: (a) because my whole day, 9-3, was sitting around with my team talking, doodeling and hanging out. which means going back to regular work and (b) it was so much fun.

presentation was at 1pm and all four groups were done and evaluated by 2:30 which was sweet because we all were doing the lat minute prepping that no one wanted to work. my ambiagram was liked by all the teachers, but i decided as i looked at it sitting there in the keychain that i hated it and i was going to do it over...so i did.

after school i came home and slept for an hour and then went to work, took a break played ps2 and then worked more, breaked played guitar and then finished working anf made lunches for tomorrow. once i figure out how to post pictures on here i'll show before and after shots.

well im pretty much beat to shit. im going to bed

•chris•

timealone13 @ 2004-04-26T01:50:00

2004-04-26T05:58:58Z

today wasnt too bad..

the high points:
-glory days photo shoot. which went amazing (www.public.fotki.com/hussiandesign/) check out the photograph section.
-came home mom and dad gone. which meant stereo up real loud, and i broke out the pen and paper along with the acoustic and started gathering research for a song. i learnt 3 alkaline trio songs and an early november song.
-dan and nick came over and we were bullshitting playing guitar trying to get a song working.
-the flyers won (lead series 2-0)
-patched things up with a friend.

the low points:
-the rain that came down before and during the photo shoot.
-mom and dad were gone = no food.
-my grandmom's birthday was today and i didnt go plus i never called either. i'll take care of that tomorrow.
-flyers play in toronto the next two game. their fans are going to be crazy, hopefully we dont have the same effect from their fans.

today was pretty fun.
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Every night I get down on my knees and pray
I thank the Lord above for you each day
I was lost and then I found you
You make my ocean, you make my sky blue

You make me smile
You make me sing
You make me scream
You make me, everything
You make me, me

What lesson has the Lord thrown up for me?
You are the answer to that mystery
I was lost and then I found you
You make my ocean, you make my sky blue

You make me smile
You make me sing
You make me scream
You make me, everything
You make me laugh
You make me cry
You make me live
You make me die
You make me, me

Height can't separate us from this love
Depth can't separate us from this love
Can't separate from this love…

You make me smile
You make me sing
You make me scream
You make me, everything
You make me laugh
You make me cry
You make me live
You make me die

These days so few seem to have faith
In the son of man and in his grace
I feel your breathe upon my face
As you replace, my broken wings

You make me sing
You make me scream
You make me, everything
You make me, me

*chris*

i will not give up...

2004-04-24T06:03:56Z

so lets see today was friday, and friday in school equals whacked out day. my teacher is a total head case still fried on acid, has to be theres no other way. altough i did decide to make a nice entrance way to "generic jim's music store" this is not a real place its something i have to create in site specific.

see everything was going good today until i got to work and found out there was nothing to do...oh yeah and it decided to rain. im a little mad at this because we were supposed to play wiffle ball tonight and we've been in a rain delay for oh i dont know about SEVEN FREAKING HOURS. i suppose there is always next time.

on a lighter note, the shore guys and myself have started sending the usual emails to each other. its funny because we get together over christmas and we talk online and on the phone, but when it hits the 3rd week of april the emails start rolling and the phones ring...finals are around the corner and school is almost out so were trying to figure out what everyones deal is for the summer. whos going to be working where and when and what days i'll be down and all this shit. its really awesome. i met these guys when i was in 8th grade and were inseprable, we know whats going on with everyone and were like a family trying to set up a trip. i cant wait till our traditions pass down to our kids. its going to be awesome. they'll be going "back to bayberry" over christmas and having the same old "skools out bash" (3 days of drinking, buzzball, frizbeer and b-b-qing) i love that place.

well thats pretty much all to today. im going to bed, peace out

sha nah ba be bop...ah he he!

2004-04-22T05:12:55Z

so today wasnt too bad. turned in my project which i thought was pretty cool. and i got my self mailer back. so now the family can see it and say im smart and i will make it.

work was....

came home ate some food, played a little trio, hoobastank, lynch, and jimmy eat world on the guitar and went to play hockey...

now i dont want to brag but i was on fire tonight, every slap shot from the point, high slot or face off circle slap shot i took from the right hand side, just seemed to go in. i didnt miss the net once. 2 shots were saved. but all in all it was a great night. me, joe and tom meshed perfectly tonight hardly no offensive mess ups, couple minor things on defense. god damn if only it wasnt practice. the game got really interesting when tom suggested we played for "ice cold coca-cola" 3 on 3 to 10. it was an awesome game, tons of motovation next week will be something cooler.

now im all nice and clean, i smell like vanilla and im bored. bed time it is.

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your name
do you smoke?
do you drink?
stronger drugs?
your favourite activity
you are	An undiscovered genius
you wish you were	A gangster
you hope	To get rich someday
people think you are	So Lovely
intelligent people though, think you are	So damn talkative
but, really, you're just	You

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